but why ?

salam u all . ='(

da nengok tajok ?

klo blom nengok tajok , jgn bace entry nehh .

cehh , tarakk lhaa guwo jee .

na bce , bace je lhaa .

klo ta bace , lantak kome lhee , ade aku kayshah ? = ='

haaha ! oke lhee pyka na stoly stoly nehh .

knpe ek ibu bpe zmn skunx nehh sprti nggak  mahu melepaskn ank hnye smntre ?

*cewah , endon pulakk . eh eh , nape pyka cam nehh ?*

na tau sbb ape ? 

ehh ehh , pyka ta slh kn mak or abh sbnrnyee .

pyka jusz luahkan prsaan jee , jgn pk bukan2 . =(

1st , sbb pyka na ke pekan or everywhere lhaa , ta bole .

pyka na gy epo na nengok wyg , tpy tade kwn y bole ekot .

so ta jdy . na nengok NSN lhaa .

na nengok cite pon ta bole , ini kan pulak na gy concert jb !

seriously jelous ng owg y bole pegy nengok jb t kt concert !

*spe y sidok tu , sowy lhaa ta mksd na sked kan aty korunx seriously nope !*

hmm , na nengok ta note from my fwen. ?

note tu , sdey gylee !! 

pyka nanges tyme bace tu . haha ! *tah apeape*

okee , nehh haa ! 

title : i feel like giving up .

there's no point . i won't be able to go to justin's concert . i won't get to see him . 

i won't get to meet him . there's nothing more i can do . i'm planning to go to concert grounds early becoz maybe , jusz maybe , i'll catch glimpse of him . 

but what if i don't ? what if i hear people screaming & having the time of their lives ?

i hear justin singing & that .my heart would jusz break .

jusz the thought of it now is making me cry . Never say never ? dun give up ur dreams ?

those words are the only things making me find a way , but no . it's in less than a week , what could a 14 year old girl do ? i jusz , i won't meet him . i know it.  i cry everynite , everytime i think of it ,but i know the tears won't do anything . they won't give me a ticket or whatever . i jusz , i donno . crying makes me feel better . it comforts me . it helps me accept that i should'nt dream this big anymore. life's a bitch , u know . i jusz rilly , rilly , rilly ,wish i would meet him . even jusz 10 sec . i wanna ask him something , but nah. only a miracle would take me to him .

sadly rite ? 

yeah , sememangnyee pyka nanges tyme bce nehh .

but only a few mins . =D 

na tau ape nme kwn pyka y buad nehh .

yeah it's keyla ! 

she's kind , but sometimes she's naughty .

HAHA ! 

for you keyla :: dun give up for loving him . i thinks he know that u'r exist in world (i think lhaa).

 i know u r rilly sad coz of him   not only you sad becoz of him , me also sad =( .  

this life is full of trials . so , be patient . oke ? haha ! 

hmm , tu je na share . byee .